eyes shut lyrics pt. 2

as promised, check installment 2 of eyes shut lyrics

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SUNBURN

Feeling like I might might drift drift off into a new dimension
Jack in the motherfucking box I got quarter pounder distention
Too many made up characters vying for my attention
I’m cold and I’m lonely, just floating toward the light
Think that I might get a kick out of life if life was more like a sitcom
Lies I’ve been fed by some bitch exec, boy that’s what I bit on
So tired, all I wanna do’s just find something to sit on
Don’t tell me I’m melting please help me unh uh wait a minute
So so soporific I’m in the midst of apathy, see
Sensing next to nothing but that’s the point exactly
Suppose I better do what my toes have asked of me
People waving, blind to what I’m facing

Watch as I spin these blades
Let my mind just fly
Sun burning on my face
Time to say goodbye
So much I’ll never know
No, I don’t want an answer, answer
If you need to be questioning me I’m separate see, so you can ask her

It takes a dozen hits just to numb out half my pain
My father looks down on me and says what a crying shame
Incompetently navigating treacherous terrain
Sleep or stay awake well it’s really all the same
Popping a handful of xanax just to just to just to manage
Filling my head with feelies til my brain it turns to cabbage
Mapping up out my fate with a random collection of mad libs
Aiming for slightly below average
Sinking slowly, getting sleepy
Living mostly cause it’s easy
Sticking closely to the line
Looking happy, feeling breezy
Walking past now do you see me
It’s getting better all the time

Watch as I spin these blades
Let my mind just fly
Sun burning on my face
Time to say goodbye
So much I’ll never know
No, I don’t want an answer, answer
If you need to be questioning me I’m separate see, so you can ask her

Wasting everything, all my vigor and my youth
Diluting the confusion I am choosing what is truth
I’ve got no use for future plans, used to care but now I don’t
Do almost anything I can to hide the fact I’ll die alone
Not worried about my taxes, not giving a flying fuck
Not worried about my ashes, that one day will turn to dust
Not thinking that I should listen, just wanna be feeling great
Doesn’t matter what’s the prison rest assured I will escape

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WE HATE EVERYONE

Wanted smoked turkey, instead they gave me roasted
Life would be easy if bitches just did what I told em
Bunch of rich kids, white shit up on their noses
Dickhead elected even though I freaking voted
No one RSVP’d to the party that I hosted
Swimming in a pool of negative emotions
Get too close, I’ll sue
Fuck you and your mom too
I hate beagles and sunshine
Losers and anime
Only thing I love is this world is a tragedy
Seven days straight, I’ll complain, right
Wanna see me satisfied, better hang tight
I got beef with the MTA, all my relatives are my enemies
Everybody blows regardless of what I do
There’s a hair in my Thai food

I hate my job, I hate my dog, I hate it all
I hate my friends, I hate my dad, it’s all their fault
Sometimes I even think that I might hate myself
I hate everyone and nobody can help
I, I hate everyone
I, I hate everyone
I, I hate everyone and nobody can help

Crowded in the subway, robbed out my pockets
OD’ed on vitamin C but obviously got sick
Housewives addicted to gossip
A dozen idiots rubbing tits in a mosh pit
Paid all my bills but the water’s still toxic
Only thing to do now is sit around and talk shit
Doing awesome, it’s all FUBAR
Fuck you and your cool car
I hate flowers and airplanes
Nice guys and good deeds
Only thing I love in this world is some good weed
Breathe in and out but I’m angry
My son does drugs, his teachers blame me
Boss won’t pay me, government’s faithless
Dislike things and I have no basis
Not sorry, how’s that?
Dead rat in my mousetrap

I don’t want to see beauty, I don’t want to see beauty

I hate my job, I hate my dog, I hate it all
I hate my friends, I hate my dad, it’s all their fault
Sometimes I even think that I might hate myself
I hate everyone and nobody can help
I, I hate everyone
I, I hate everyone
I, I hate everyone and nobody can help

Decked stacked against me, my heart filled with emptiness
I like it like when it’s getting worse

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EASY FIX

Tell you that I’m looking for an easy fix
Watch my mouth stuttering
Whiskey sprite is a decent mix
Try to get my guts to spin
Couple cheap thrills yeah I’m needing it
I don’t think I get enough of them
What I did last night don’t speak of it
Fucked up yeah I must have been

See it my face, see it in my blood
Memories erased, turn it all to fuzz
Take a photo now while I’m in a pose
Can’t remember how, that’s the way it goes
Ripping up the pages I rifled though
Know you loved the taste yeah I like it too
Hole inside my chest and it’s hard to fill
Consciousness too hard to kill

I don’t know if you got a way but I do
I keep my eyes glazed and my mind blank
I don’t know if you got a away but I do
I keep my eyes glazed and my mind blank

Had a long night with a friend of mine
Messed up I’m late to work
Everything’s wrong try to set it right
But can’t seem to get my legs to work
Do it all again like anytime
Oh you just say the word
Got to be my best tonight
Shot the dark, not guessing right
Start again, make it hurt

See it my face, see it in my blood
Memories erased, turn it all to fuzz
Take a photo now while I’m in a pose
Can’t remember how, that’s the way it goes
Ripping up the pages I rifled though
Know you loved the taste yeah I like it too
Hole inside my chest and it’s hard to fill
Consciousness too hard to kill

Take a piece of my heart, tear it off
Let it all fall apart
You can hit me harder than that
Watch it come back around
Did you know silence is, is a sound
I can take it farther than that

At the click of a gun
At a turn of the knife
Said I’d do it just once
Now it’s happening twice
Sitting somewhere beneath
See it under the ground
Give it up to the deep
I didn’t utter a sound